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Hey, what's this thing? Huh.


Well for any of you that might happen to read this that don't know Abby, I am engaged. The wedding date is set for September 4th 2009. I'm pretty excited. We did a cool photoshoot yesterday with Simon and his lady, and it was a lot of fun. I might try to upload some, but since I haven't been on here in like 2 years, I'm sure you know how lazy I am, so don't count on it. Other than that, life just sort of keeps on rolling. Not much is really all that different. Boring? You bet it is.

--Me

Oh...and I've had to change my layout as the one Ahmber made me (two years ago) went all choppy on me...I don't know why. SO here is the new one...anyone that knows html or whatever and wants to help me make it perrty again let me know.

So for those of you that don't know, I got a job at Wendy's. Been there for almost two weeks now. Got my first paycheck yesterday, $90.87. Woo. After cashing it at Kroger (because the bank closed as I tried to walk in the door) I had 85 bucks. Bought some groceries. Yeah, so, anyway I have to work tomarrow and I'm sick. Like I can't stop coughing and it's killing my throat and chest. Probably shouldn't go in tomarrow. I dunno. We'll see how I feel. Anyway I'll talk to you all later. Wooooo.

Next week is Ragna-fucking-rok. 'Nuff said.

Realize I havn't really posted in a while. Also realize I don't really care. But, I'm bored. So anyway, hi. Things are going pretty well, Bob Evans is a chode. I say this with the utmost respect though. Event season has finally come again, so Dagorhir is back in full swing and that makes me happy in my pants. Very happy in my pants. Anywho, talk to all you crazy kids later. Or something.

Hmm I'm bored. So we're gonna play another guess the lyric game ^_^
This one, I'm going to type out a significant chunk of a couple songs. Then, you all tell me the song, band, album, yadda yadda. (that part will be the toughest) Ready? GO!


#1
Oh! Minutes go round and round
Inside my head
Oh! My chest will now explode
Falling into pieces
Rain breaks on the ground-blood!

One minute forever
A sinner regreting
My vulgar misery ends

(And I) ride the winds of a brand new day
High where mountain's stand
Found my hope and pride again
_________ of a man



#2
there's a pain within
that I can't define
there's an empty space
where your love used to shine
from the night we met
till the day you died
do you think I wished
do you still believe I tried
all too soon we were divided
and life had just begun

will you revive
from the chaos in my mind
where we still are bound together
will you be there
waiting by the gates of dawn
when I close my eyes forever



#3
It's up to us now to seal his fate
Marked with the proper math the child's none to late
Blessed by the Beast, our Chosen One was born this day
He'll rise from the ashes of our dying race
Manipulate history, time and space
The Elder, Men of the Watch, professed this day

Child of the wicked and ancient man
Baptized in black magic, their master plan
Born of the Watch, his prophecy, by their command
Conceived of the Beast and in stars above
We`ll shape and guide him with undying love
Born of the Watch, through sands of time, by their command



PS Observant folk may recognize some of these from something else I've done.

Hey just thought I would post this...cuz it's JUST THAT BADASS.


Taken by Zagref at yesterday's Militia event. WOoooot.
Havok kicks ass.

Hey guys. For those of you that don't know, I have been officially moved to Toledo for the past week. Not much going on here for me. Sooo anyone that wants to come hang out, or check the place out, or steal me to do naughty things...or whatever, gimme a call or talk to me on here. I'll let you know how to get here.
So yeah. I've been mostly just hanging out. Watching tv, sitting with my ass in front of the computer a lot, and oddly enough I've started reading again. I guess not having constant distraction around me at all times has sort of brought back my interest. Go figure. Anyway, gimme a call folks. Later.

To everyone that offered to help with the move, thanks but i don't think I'll need it. I think my mom is gonna use our van so I'll be set. Thanks anyway.

If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? All replies will be permanently screened because it's a secret.

Then repost this in your LJ, if you want to.

You might be surprised with the responses you get.

So, I will be moving into Barney's house this friday it seems. Anyone that wants to help me move, let me know. I'm not sure I'll need much help to be honest but just in case. I'm going to be deciding this week how much of my stuff I will keep with me, how much I will leave here (the stuff that isnt' really mine) and how much I'm going to try to get rid of. So, I'll be letting folks know if I have stuff to sell or give away some time this week. Anywho, wish me luck.

Fuck Valentine's Day.


Only good thing it ever did was the St. Valentine's Day Massacre.

Thanks to Amras, you all are subjected to this by me too. Enjoy it. Or, ya know, whatever.

1.Who is the love of my life:
2.Where did we meet:
3.Take a stab at my middle name:
4.How long have you known me:
5.When is the last time that we saw each other:
6.Do I smoke:
7.Do I drink:
8.When is my birthday:
9.What was your first impression of upon meeting me:
10.Do I have any siblings:
11.What's one of my favorite things to do:
12.Am I funny:
13.What's my favorite type of music:
14.What is the best feature about me:
15.Am I shy or outgoing:
16.Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
17.Do I have any special talents:
18.Would you consider me a friend/good friend:
19.Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):
20.What is a memory we have once had:
21.Have you ever hugged me:
22.Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:
23.What is my favorite food:
24.If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:
25.What's your favorite memory of me:
26.What is my worst habit:
27.If you could tell me one thing right now what would it be?
28.What is my worst quality or character flaw?
29.Am I real?
30.If you could say one thing about me what would it be?
31.What one word describes me best- good or bad?
32.If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring?
33.Are we friends:
34.Will you repost this so I can do it for you?

Monroe County Community Band concert is this coming monday. I'd be going to the North practice tomarrow, but dress rehearsal for the concert interferes, so I have to pass on that. Ah well. Soooo anyway, you folks should come out and hear us play. Bye.

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Ground Rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yours" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names

1. Being a constant music whore, especially metal.

2. Random Craziness....basically all the time.

3. Actually trusting people, for some reason.

4. Focusing more on Dag than anything in my "real life".

5. Making all the ladies want me, it's a curse really. *nod*

Chelle, Amras, Makenzie, Ahmber, and Zagref. You guys are now "tagged"

So, I have until march first to get a job or I'm out of the house. Nice huh? Plan right now is that whether or not I have that job, I'm moving out at that point. Mostly that's because I'm sick of this shit. Yup.

Tomarrow at north practice, there will be some kind of National....Media......Coverage! How awesome is that? Unfortunately, part of the "do it or you're out" policy my dad has just established, I must be at church every sunday morning. Well dad...tough shit. This is very important to me, and it's a hug oppurtunity, so stop trying to shove religion down my throat. Don't get me wrong, I'm not renouncing christianity or anything like that, I just don't appreciate telling me when to go to church, even worse to say I MUST go to church. Sorry pal, that's my choice. Blah. Ok anyway, Dagorhir good. lata.

Let's see....I havn't got anything important to say. I just sort of..feel like typing here. So that's what I'm doing. The only thing of not recently is that I have finally decided what direction to go with my college. I'm going to be enrolling at either Eastern Michigan University or the University of Toledo majoring/minoring in some combination of Anthropology, History, Linguistics, and Archaeology. So yeah. That's going to mean lots of financial aid/scholarships or else it'll mean lots of student loans. I certainly can't afford it on my own. So that means I'll probably be paying them back until I'm too old to remember what I learned with all that money. *sigh* I'm not really sure if this is what I want but it is something, which is more than the nothing I am doing now. I guess it's time I just picked a direction and go, and if I end up in a job that I hate....well at least I'm somewhere I guess. "It's time I start making a way for myself in the world" I have been told. Honestly......fuck the world.

On a side note...currently I sort of feel like people in general are untrustworthy, that I can't really trust anyone. People let you down. They tell you one thing and then do another. They tell you things and don't mean it. They claim they'll help you when really they have no power to do so. They hold expectations for others that even they themselves could never meet. I started to think it's human nature, but then I know from some casual study that in other cultures, the complete opposite is the norm. People say what they mean, are good to their word, are generous, put other people above themselves, and work towards the good of everyone. I think it stems from greed really, greed and self-love. It's just too hard for people to think of others over themselves for long enough to do anyone any good. Even those that you otherwise like can't really be trusted when it comes down to it, because that self-love will eventually drive them to selfishness. Sometimes I wish I didn't have to bother with people at all. But then there are some people, a select few that almost redeem the rest. They're just plain good people and I can't help but hold on to some degree of hope for humanity. But then, not even these people that most deserve honesty and to be treated well, not even these are safe from all the shit. The injustice of the human race, or at least the human race of western civiliztion, kills me. No wonder these people are becoming fewer and fewer. They are at a disadvantage. Everyone else can use their selfishness to protect themselves from the selfishness of others. The good don't have that defense. They're honesty leaves them open to deceit, their giving leaves them open to greed, and their trust leaves them open to being used and emotionally mistreated. So over time, they either change to resemble the others, or else they suffer long for it.

Blah. Wow that is much more writing than I intended to do. Ah well. Later.

This is a journal entry. I'm bored, listening to Moonsorrow, and cold. Um....I need more dag. I miss my facial hair. And my next band concert is a little over 2 weeks away. yikes. Peace out

Finally we have started practices up again. I missed Dag so much I almost cryed. Openly, and like a little girl, and that's quite unbecoming. So yeah good stuff. I havn't seen Makenzie in over a week now, which isn't good. Supposed to get to see her tomarrow though so here's hoping. *nod* Ok well peace out folks.

...20. That is all.